"Life isn't about finding yourself. Life is about creating yourself."
I found this quote pertinent today after doing a little relecting lately.....
Firstly, here are a few layouts to share that I promised from Friday...
The first is my 'monthly layouts' I do to track how things change over time.... This if from March (obviously I'm a little behind). It's good to look back and see what happened that month, what was going on and what I was thinking!

The next is a cute layout I made of my boyfriend and his little nephew, Ill get Brad to journal his thoughts on this layout. But the title is my thoughts.... it was a perfect moment and I love seeing how much Brad adores his nephew!
I was totally inspired by Lou Nelson's latest creations... her work on Embellished Idol and the random stitching and distressing she always incorporates into her layouts.
It seems I'm struggling to find time to scrapbook lately. I'm inspired and want to....during the day, but not when I get home... I have to cook dinner and lately have been trying to go for a run most nights (up to 5.3km) :). So by the time I finish dinner, clean up and relax, it's too late for me to start a page....
Lately it takes me about a week to complete a layout (afrer a couple of sittings)..I had a layout accepted for publication for SBM the other week that lifted my spirits...Don't get me wrong i DONT scrap to be published AT ALL, it seems like that's what every one is on about lately....
- Scrapping to be published
- Going for Design Teams
- Gossiping on smack sites
I think I'm just feeling a little disillusioned by the scrapbooking "industry" of late. I've been writing an article for the
Scrapbook Update website and doing a lot of research...
By "industry" I mean a collective of manufactuers, publications, retailers, consumers etc... A lot of what is said and discussed online or in person only reflects a minority of enthusiasts (or obsessors)... I think a lot of people are overly concerned with what goes on in Design Teams and Publications.
However, the heart of scrapbooking lies within ourselves, our family, our family's moments and our photos, heritage and thoughts. It's not about being published, or showcasing our work on shop/manufacturer or Challenge site as a Design Team member.
I create layouts for me, I pick a photo I love and create from the heart. These two layouts I've put up here today I created because I want to record a moment. I don't scrap for submission, I scrap because I want to.If a layout is accepted for something that's extra. The stuff I do for work, is WORK.
I'm feeling that with less and less time to scrapbook, I don't really need this blog. Im feeling that with less and less crafty items to share, that it's not necessary for me to have a blog.
Don't get me wrong I love blogs and finding inspiring things, I just feel like this shoudln't be one of the MILLIONS of blogs out there cluttering up cyberspace!
That's all for today.
Sorry for the long and emotional post!!